Here is an attempt to capture moments of my reality... A diary of the very things I never pay attention to - uncensored and rough. Thoughts and details I would never think of adding or dwell on... It's probably the most boring thing to do, but I'm still trying to figure out the meaning of absolutely everything in the world and so it is I have to start somewhere (which would be me)... It's a little experiment, really. I am, after all, always ready to become my own guinea pig to push the boundless limits of my mind.

Tuesday 15 November 2011

15/11/2011


I woke up feeling horrible... I can't focus at all. I have so much work and so little time to do it, the stress is coming back and I hate it. My mind keeps drifting off, and I don't seem able to rein it in to focus on writing all the complex things I need to write... that's really bad.

I couldn't even get out of bed this morning... it was so hard. I just need some time off badly... but before I can have it, I need to find the strength for the last hurdle, or something close to that.

It gets so hard at times to find the strength to rein my own mind in to have it focus on concrete things like work-related intellectual demands. But if I don't do it, I'd be in real trouble...
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